Birthday thoughts

What I planned to do on my birthday?

Go somewhere unfamiliar...alone!

That may sound sad but there's something about this idea that appeals to me. I seriously planned on doing that this year. But because of grown-up stuffs I couldn't just leave. (May ganon? Lol)

I don't see the point of celebrating getting old. Not when you're nowhere even halfway to where you imagined yourself to be when you're 23. I just can't help saying this again for like the nth time--but yeah, this is the worst year of my life! Can you believe that, I'm still in my early 20's and I've had "the" worst year. Please don't tell me that this is just the beginning. Yeah, I know, what's worst for me may just be normal for others. But trust me if you knew the details of how my year went, you'll agree with me. So let's not thread that road. I'm turning 23 in a few seconds and boy how I wish I could stop time. But remember what Paul Ellis said? "The world ain't slowing down for nor one." So here I am looking at the clock and wishing that when the clock strikes 12, my luck will change for the better.

Emo much? Lol.

I just take refuge in the fact that I'll be seeing my friends later. Will laugh all the bad trip away!

You know what, I just need a new perspective. So for my birthday, I'll be singing the soundtrack from one of my favorite movies, RENT. Let's be mawkishly hokey together and sing with me, eh?

♪♫♪♫ 525,600 minutes..how do you measure the life of a woman or man? In truth that she learned, or in times that he cried? In bridges she burned or that way that he died? ....It's time now to sing out though the story never ends. Let's celebrate remember the year in the life of friends...Seasons of loooove! ♪♫♪♫