sitting on a suitcase

No Longer Tweeting

2010-10-30T20:01:00.000+08:00

Oh yes, almost 3,500 tweets I deleted my twitter account. Well, it was 'hacked' first. I never really knew what happened. All I know was that I couldn't access it and I couldn't find it. Oh well, bygones. So I created a new one. But I lost interest. Partially because gaining 170 followers wasn't easy (LOL), and tweeting with only 20 followers was kind of a bore. Yes, I'm mababaw that way. :)

Do I miss it? Yes, a bit. But I think that for a time, I were doing stuffs so I can have something interesting to tweet. Now, I do stuffs without thinking how well I can coin words to tweet. I'm still on Facebook though. Oh, and I've re-loved Tumblr again so I'm back there! :)

Where everything is Beautiful

2010-09-25T22:00:00.005+08:00

Oh yes..I'm talking about Coron. ♥

Major Saving coming up!

2010-08-06T19:45:00.002+08:00

Oh yes...I need to save money BIG TIME. I've got five trips coming up..and yes I have booked a flight a year from now. Lol.

I've got Coron this August. Malaysia-Brunei on November. Boracay on January 2011. Cebu- Bohol on March 2011. Singapore on June 2011.

All trips are booked except for Boracay. Gosh. My plans to buy the DSLR by middle of this year are pushed back to..I don't know when. And these are just the planned trips, I know somewhere in between, invites would arrive and I'll have a hard time saying no. I wish I were a rich girl, so I won't have to save and wait when I get my eyes on something.

I ain't complaining though. Life is fun! (...sometimes) Lol

Me and My lazy ass

2010-06-15T19:03:00.003+08:00

I don't know if the events these past few days has something to do with my laziness but I haven't been to the gym last week. I have no complains with Gold's Gym... they have the best staff, great work out classes, lots of equipment. So I only have me and my lazy ass to blame. I wasn't exactly lying around though. I jogged around the area, played frisbee and badminton. Still...not enough to help lose that darn 15 pounds (I weigh 121 pounds...EEEW!). It's like a flash message that plays in my head every morning...15 POUNDS! 15 POUNDS! 15 POUNDS!

An athlete friend has been teasing my flabs lately and I think he's really serious when he told me to go on a diet. He volunteered to be my trainer but I declined 'coz he scares the hell out of me when he's being Dexter Determinado. He was giving me the are-you-sure-you-want-to-eat-that look when I ordered a seafood fettuccine for dinner last saturday. He probably gave up on any hopes of me having any self-discipline so he gave me a Relive Ultrim+ to help me with my diet...it's supposed to constrict my appetite. I've tried it this morning...and it's pretty effective. I only had a few bites of menudo, raisin bread and milk for lunch. I know...not a good combo. But my taste buds decide for me. Combination, my ass.

I promised Jena I'll join her for streetdancing tonight...but guess what? My laziness got in the way. Lol.

Seriously though...I need to lose weight...FAST! Oh, I see ads like these in mall comfort rooms...Hmmm? :))

Old School Trip

2010-05-30T20:20:00.003+08:00

Spontaneous trip. Baguio. 2010.

I missed Baguio. It was a second home when I was a kid when my Dad was training for PNP. The last time I was there was 2001, I think. Felt great to be back. And it was a great break from the heat of Manila. Had fun going back to the good 'ol places. :)

Second time around

2010-05-30T19:55:00.003+08:00

Camara-Capones-Anawangin

April 9-10, 2010

Second year in a row to go to island hopping in Zambales. The islands there never fail to amaze me.

We're actually planning to go again next year but we'll trek and actually camp at Anawangin instead of the usual island hopping. Can I do it kaya? :)

05.10

2010-05-10T17:07:00.004+08:00

Yay! First time voter! I went at the polling precinct at around 8 in the morning, it was chaos at the San Antonio Vill Poling Precincts and I couldn't find my name on the list of my supposedly precinct. I decided to go home and call COMELEC to confirm my precinct number. I went back at lunch time and as I've thought the line was shorter..but not short enough.

After standing in line for three hours--with the heat, sweat and all--everything was history when I saw "Congratulations! Your vote has been registered." I had She & Him's music to keep my zen. It helped that I have my headset on 'coz I don't have to hear the complaints of the people around me.

I'm trying to be positive but I know my candidate, Richard Gordon, has a slim chance of winning. I really believe in him, and I know he will make a good President. Too bad. But who knows, a miracle might happen. Lol

The worst is yet to come when they start to "count" the votes tonight. Praying for peace and order all over the country. And whoever wins, I pray to God that he (or she, in case its Jamby. Lol) hits the ground running. No time to dilly dally in saving this country's economy! :)

Northeastern ♥

2010-05-01T14:25:00.005+08:00

*Holyweek 2010

Anguib Beach..Santa Ana, Cagayan

B-E-A-T-I-F-U-L. It just amazes me that I grew up four hours away from this paradise but have never been here. I wish I took more pictures but we were too busy ogling at the place. One glitch in this trip is the boat ride. It wasn't an easy breezy ride, I was holding on for dear life. But it was all worth it as soon as we were on Anguib. I am definitely going back there! Soon, I hope!

Date, anyone?

2010-04-08T12:28:00.003+08:00

This is one movie you wouldn't want to miss. I like how they were able to portray the common scenario in a married life where the passion is lacking and the couple just fall in to a comfortable routine. It's so real What makes this movie great are their chemistry and intelligent& funny lines. I couldn't stop laughing! I think I had a lockjaw from all the laughing. :)

It opens tomorrow, April9. Be sure to catch it. Watch the trailer here.

*Thanks 20th Century for the press screening tix. :)

Why do we read?

2010-04-05T13:03:00.001+08:00

oh..Give me something good to read! :)

I live I breathe

2010-03-30T11:15:00.003+08:00

Since it's Holy Week, I want to share a song which is apt for the season. It's one of my fave and it never fails to bring me in a worship-y mood.

I live I breathe

by Jon Owens

I didn’t deserve your grace

I didn’t deserve your mercy

But still you took my place

Because you love me

And for you it wasn’t enough to save my soul

To set me free and make me whole

You had a plan for me a destiny for my life

Chorus

So I live to give You glory

And I breathe to give You praise

You paid the ransom for me

And you took away my shame

You said the you delight in me

And I know your word is true

I live, I breathe, I love to worship You

Now I receive your grace

I receive your mercy

Cause I wanna be like You

To follow your heart

And for me it wasn’t enough to take your name

accept your gift and remain the same

I want to honor you and bless you all of my days

So I live to give you glory

And I breathe to give you praise

You paid the ransom for me

And you took away my shame

You said the delight in me

And Iknow your word is true

I live, I breathe, I love to worship you

I worship you, I worship you (2x)

I honor you, I honor you (2x)

So I live to give you glory

And I breathe to give you praise

You paid the ransom for me

And you took away my shame

You said the delight in me

And Iknow your word is true

I live, I breathe, I love to worship you

* Click on the album cover to listen to the song.*

It's officially Summaaaah! :)

2010-03-30T10:26:00.004+08:00

I may be in a bad mood today and not excited about going home (for the first time), but I can't wait to explore the islands at the edge of the northeast part of the country.

I've got the most essential thing for an island hopping: sunblock! After a long research, I've decided on Neutrogena's Ultra-Sheer Dry Touch sunblock. It's almost like Armada Sport but way cheaper. Double Yey! Still haven't bought new sunglasses though. Ray Ban aviator, please! ;p

I'll drop my things in Tugue, then immediately go to Santa Ana. It's a sleepy town three hours away from Tugue. There's nothing to see there aside from their beautiful beaches. I'll still be spending a night or maybe two in Tugue otherwise my mom would have a fit. She'll also have a trip of her own in Ilocos so we'll probably spend time together only by Saturday. I miss her and all but we can't be around each other for too long or we'll irritate each other and argue. Lol. It's a fact we've accepted and just laugh about. But I miss my mom and my dad! See, I'm not a bad kid. Lol

Can't wait for the beach. Sun, sand and sea...here I come!

P.S. Have a fun holyweek everyone with your family and friends. But make sure to take time to read your Bible, especially the first four books of the New Testament. Thank God for Jesus who died on the cross for our sins. Repent. Reflect on our spiritual life. Blessed Holy Week people! :)

Barcelonuuuuh!

2010-03-29T09:40:00.005+08:00

I remember getting excited when the trailer of Vicky Cristina Barcelona was first released on Apple Movie Trailers. I couldn't wait for it to be released. Then, life got in the way and I totally forgot about the movie until I saw it from Ivee's movie list.

Life is the Ultimate work of art

First five minutes of the movie and I was all inspired and the dreamer in me was aroused. I've always thought I was a European soul. ;p When I was young I used to watch this travel show on Discovery Channel. I always tell my mom that when I grow up I want to be a travel show host and travel all over the world. But I would definitely live in Europe. I'm inlove with their culture. Their lifestyle. Their eccentricity. The country-side. The architectures. Their beautiful homes. The vineyard. The food. The music. The chateaus. Even with the flowers. Their weather. And the fact that trench coat and boots are fashion staple. Lol

I think Spain is one of the most beautiful countries. We were under the Spaniards for more than 300 years, why weren't our ancestors able to adapt their love of art. Our country was given a shot to have a culture as beautiful as theirs. (I know, I know it wasn't all beautiful when we were under their influence. But still. ;p)

I could just imagine myself having wine while a guitar is playing on the background. Going to all the museums. Taking photographs of beautiful buildings. Biking in the countryside. Taking a stroll in the cobble-stoned streets wearing a very thin dress and no one would care. Dining in al fresco restaurants. Having coffee with an artist talking about love and life. Listen to their poems. I may not be able to understand it, but the way it sounds is just beautiful. (I took Spanish in college, but I could never get the accent right. On top of that my professor always mocks the way I say ‘R’. Lol) It seems like everything is romantic. You can see art in every corner. Who wouldn't want that everyday, right?

I think I’m more of a Cristina. Or maybe, I want to be more like Cristina. Because her character is appealing. An artist who has a twisted view on love. Lol. Seriously though, my view on love and relationships are now so different compared to a year ago. I’m still a hopeless romantic, but I don’t look at love in a rainbow-y and flying unicorn way. And I wouldn’t mind being whisked on an impulse by a strange artist. I feel lost and always in a search of something I don’t know.

I'm going to watch it again as soon as I DL subline.com. Penelope Cruz and Javier Bardem are arguing and speaking in Spanish. I can't understand a word and yet I didn't mind 'coz it was just sounds beautiful.

Dreaming of Barcelona, Barcelona, Barcelona. Seriously, nakaka-LSS. Lol. My goal before I turn 40 is to go backpacking around Europe for two months and immerse myself in their culture. That would be the best! :)

Battle of the absurd

2010-03-13T23:26:00.003+08:00

I'm talking about the Kris-Ruffa issue...Yeah, I'm keeping the stupid issue alive. But only for five more minutes.

I just encountered this entry from Chuvaness. I didn't know Kris gave out this statement. I was laughing the whole time I was reading it, I just have to share it. Kris is just so histrionic and non-sense at times. Lol. And since we're at it, I was team Ruffa...Read, then lets move on. :))

"I had dinner with Noy tonight after his tv commercial shoot.
He told me di raw ba pwede na may quiet Sunday kami? (two words: duct tape)
And he asked why sya nadamay when he's not even part of the Buzz
I would like to extend a loving hug to Ruffa.
I viewed the tape and although I still feel I gave my comment with affection. (two words: cariño brutal)
Maybe it made her feel even worse because she's moving in a new direction.
We had what I believed was a good working relationship in the almost 2 years we were together on the Buzz.
I can also understand why Ruffa's mom dislikes Noynoy and my family.
Maybe because of association and our vocal proclamation of admiration for Dingdong. (why damay Dingdong when he's not even part of the Buzz?)
And his selfless contribution to help Noy's presidential bid.
It is with Ruffa that I enjoyed a healthy working relationship with.

And I only have good words to say about her.
To Ruffa, I sincerely apologize for causing you hurt.
My brother Noynoy would like to add that we live in a democracy.
One where we are very free to make our own choice for president.
This text came from my sister Pinky : Tomorrow is Women's day. (why damay Women's Month?)
And March is women's month. Fyi, it was mom who passed laws making this possible. (why damay Cory, she's not part of The Buzz?)
(Proclamation No. 224 and 227, both signed in March 1988).
And RA 6949 (signed April 1990 - declares March 8 as National Women's Day. (seriously, anong kinalaman ng Women's Day?)
We celebrate women who triumphed despite odds and need to look at ways to further improve.
That's why I want Ruffa to have a great career ahead of her because she is a woman.
Raising two beautiful daughters, and I champion all women who triumph despite the odds.
Just like my own mom. (Mom na naman??)
Noy told me in any election, we'll have our share of supporters and harshest critics.
And if you can't take the heat, then politics isn't for you.
As a woman, and as Ruffa's mom and the lola of Lorin and Venice, I respect you Tita Anabelle. (meaning, you're freaking scared of Anabelle)
And on behalf of our family, I apologize for the distress we caused yours. (Why damay your entire family? Leave Baby James alone!)
Hindi po ako mayabang, kaya ako nagpapakumbaba ngayon. (kasi may eleksyon)
On a last note, I promised Noy that if he does WIN, and I'm a cause of stress for him and his presidency..
I will gladly take my two boys to live anywhere there's TFC. (can we have that notarized? wait. hindi ba kasama si James?)
So that I can continue to work but with our Overseas Filipino brothers and sisters. (I'm sure you think of them a LOT)
Of course Noy said - dinner daw yun - hindi teleserye ko. (the world is your teleserye, Kris)
I love my family and I'm so grateful to have such a supportive and grounded brother and sisters, (sic)
Who have learned to love me for what I am. (and they deserve a medal, like James and your mom)
Thank you for your time and may god bless all of us with a peaceful weekend."
(you need a peaceful MONTH. please go on a retreat Kris. Samahan pa kita. NOT. xoxo!)

Nostalgic

2010-03-13T22:22:00.004+08:00

I was in a restobar last night when Nikki Hassman's Any Lucky Penny suddenly played. I was transported back to my teen years in an instant. A time when everything was carefree. When summer afternoons were spent at the porch dreaming of the impossible. A time when feelings are raw and everything is new. Aaaww, the days! I feel old! Lol. (I think they got their playlist mixed up and realized the mistake after a minute, they went back to playing Sean Kingston. Lol)

Am being nostalgic and now am listening to songs from late 90's/early 2000's. Lemme share a some of my fave. Hope you enjoy! :))

Side A

Crazy for this girl- Aron & Evan

Sonny Came Home- Shawn colvin

Lose your way-Sophie B. Hawkins

32 flavours- Alanis Davis

Iris- Goo Goo Dolls

I'll be okay- Amanda Marshall

C'est la vie- B*witched

Cruel to be Kind- Letters to Cleo

Wide Open Spaces- Dixie Chicks

Side B

Hey jealousy- Gin Blossoms

Basket Case- Greenday

Shimmer- Shawn Mullins

No ordinary love-Jennifer Love Hewitt

Hold on- Mary Beth Maziarz

You get what you give- New radicals

Building a mystery-Sarah Mclachlan

All for you-sister hazel

I'm Alright- Jo Dee Messina

*click on the tape to listen

It's been a year

2010-03-04T00:28:00.004+08:00

“It’s when I’m standing six feet away from you and not being able to find the words to tell you how much I love you and how much I miss you that I want to just scream to the whole room that I’m still in love with you. It’s when I’m sitting alone with the phone in my hand dialing your number and hanging up that I would trade a thousand tomorrows for just one yesterday. Then I could just call you to tell you goodnight. It’s when I am really sad about something and need someone to talk to that I realize you’re the only one who really knew me at all. It’s when I cry myself to sleep at night and it hits me how much I would give to hold you at that very moment. It’s when I think about you that I realize no one else in the world is meant for me.”

via Gatekeeper

Exactly this day last year I admitted defeat and raised the white flag on us. They say it takes half the time of the relp to really get over the relp. I hope that's not true. I'm still not "there" though, but I'm trying. It's hard when there's friendship beyond the romantic relp. It's harder when you say you still love me, and she's nothing more than just a distraction. It's like I want to get a hammer and pound it repeatedly on your head. I'm just glad that I'm no longer in the stage where I want to cry every time I think of you and have the the biggest inkling to get back with you. But I'm still not in the stage where I no longer think of you almost everyday. Nor am I in that stage where don't I palpitate (though I try to look indifferent) when I hear your name. I know I can't totally erase you from my life, but I know one day I'll have every piece of my heart back in place to be in a sane relationship.

What I'm listening to

2010-02-28T21:29:00.002+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

1. Joshua Radin- I'd Rather be with you

2. Joss Stone- Some kind of wonderful

3. Brandi Carlile- The Story

4. Jack Johnson- Good People

5. Ingrid Michaelson- Little Romance

6. Sister Hazel- Life Got in the Way

7. Colbie Caillat- Begin Again

8. Lady Antebellum- I run to you

These are the sort of music that's perfect for a sunday night. :))

The Burger edition

2010-02-28T17:49:00.005+08:00

Johnny Rockets

This place is probably the most overrated place..ever! It's a franchise from a famous US burger chain. They got everything. From the jukebox, dancing crew, the b&w tiles, the famous malt shake, the diner feel, etc. I just think that paying Php 500 for that meal wasn't worth it. I could get that taste from Wham burger, brother's burger or even burger avenue. It doesn't have that lingering taste which will make you come back again and again.

Sango!

This unassuming (healthy) burger place in Rockwell is an experience. There's manga magazine which you can browse while waiting for your order. The TV plays a japanese show, they even show japs commercials which are quite funny. Prices range from Php250-350.

Monster's quarter pounder burger, blueberry yogurt shake, chicken empanada....from Legazpi Sunday market. All these three for only Php150. Perfect! Legazpi market is becoming a weekly thing. After a few rounds of jogging at Legazpi park, we would head to the sunday market for breakfast. It's a must to try new everytime. I had wagyu shawarma this morning for only Php180. The yogurt shake has become a staple every sunday though. :))

What burger place should I try next?

On Percy Jackson, Julie & Julia, etc

2010-02-25T18:41:00.005+08:00

I gotta say, this movie was better than I thought it would be. Or maybe because I didn't give it too much thought until I was handed the free tickets. (By the way, thanks to 20th Century for the free tix.) I've been seeing the books in bookstore for the longest time but I thought it was like a Harry Potter copycat coz the book cover sure looks like Harry Potter's. Well, the concept of half-blood is there. In HP it's called muggles, in Percy Jackson it's called demi-gods. Oh yeah, instead of wizards, there's Greek gods and myths in there. Sounds interesting, eh? The movie was entertaining, it has its moments and I'm actually interested in reading the series. :)

I've watched Meryl Streep movies on dibidi, like, two weeks ago. I just couldn't wait. And once again, she deserves to win the Oscar's this year. As much as I want Sandra Bullock to have her moment, Streep's performance in Julie & Julia was just A-M-A-Z-I-N-G. The movie wasn't the best, but her acting is on a totally different level. It's just superb!!! Watch It's Complicated (I feel like she was playing herself with that movie. Lol), then just right after that, watch Julie & Julia and you'll just be amazed by her. Then go back to one of her old movies, Postcards from the Edge, and you'll end up wondering if she's a real person. She's bigger than life. I love her!!!

A friend also gave me a dibidi of The Lovely Bones. It will be released in cinemas next week, but I checked the first few minutes of the movie when he gave it to me but the copy is pretty really clear. Well, it was released in the US earlier this year (was it? It was, right?) I'm so tempted to pop that dibidi in the player, but I want to watch it (for the first time) on the big screen. I've been waiting for the movie the moment I flipped the last page of the book. Fine, fine. I'll wait for it on the big screen. Ilang tulog nalang!

It's the Oscar season again. What sucks is that some of the movies won't be shown in the big screen until after the award show is over. But..but...but...I have friends who already have the movies. So, it's burn-me-a-DVD season. Yeah, I do piracy, sue me!

Ooops, I take that back. Please don't! Lol. :))

I feel like I'm cheating....

2010-02-23T19:53:00.003+08:00

...on Gordon. Lol.

I just feel guilty 'coz I've been saying recently that I might vote for Noynoy just for the fact that he is the lesser of two evil. Between Villar and Noynoy, that is. These two have the winnabilty factor. The election would seem like a Villar vs Aquino game. Gordon has a slim chance of winning albeit being the most competent (I believe) leader. Gibo is also competent, but I'm not quite sure he is ready. And of course, I'm dicey on the PGMA connection. If you know what I mean.

Now, should I base my choice on who has the bigger chance of winning? I've said before that I was skeptic with Noynoy because it seems like he was served with a plate he really didn't order. He seems lost and so not ready for the part. But he seems sincere in creating a clean government. He seems sincere in serving the people. But it also seems like he is at the beck and call of his relatives and advisers. It seems that just like late Cory Aquino's, he will be a puppet president.

Is it really a waste of vote if I opt for Gordon even if he is not as popular as the other candidates? He has the most tangible achievements. And I believe he could really change the government. Hmmm. I'm still torn. But I feel like I'm cheating on my vote if I vote solely on winnability.

I know a lot of people who also wants Gordon for president but just like me, they also think that their vote will be wasted because he will not win. But if everyone who has this kind of thinking would just vote for Gordon, maybe he would win. Now, that's something. :)

How about you, who will you vote for?

A remake I like

2010-02-22T21:10:00.001+08:00

I may not be a big fan of the "actual" remake of We Are The World, but I luurrve this. Not overdone, very cute! :)

I know my grammar!

2010-02-22T18:33:00.003+08:00

While taking the mini-quiz I was actually thinking if everything was a joke. My 7-yr old cousin could have taken that quiz and get it all right. Still, it was fun. Wondering if I would be stupid to get an answer wrong, luckily, I didn't! Yay! Hahaha.

On We are the World

2010-02-22T17:36:00.007+08:00

Everyone has got something to say so I'm gonna throw in my two cents worth of opinion. I didn't like it. (I have to agree with Jay Z) "We are the world" is one of the untouchable songs. A legend sang it, no one could sing it better. Not even 85 artists pooled in together can. The original was made a year before I was born and it wasn't until I was 9 or 10 when I first heard the song. It sent chills up my bones. I was literally close to tears. That time when my fave artists were Green Day and Spice Girls. When I heard the remake, it didn't move me at all. There was something missing in the song. Well, when I watched the music video, sure I was touched coz of the clips of Haitians. But if I just listen to the song, it's....blah!

Then again, they did the song for charity and not to win a Grammy. So I'm just gonna shut up! Lol :))

Maybe, also, it has something to do with the fact that I'm usually not a big fan of remakes. Sure, there are a couple of good remakes every now and then, but generally I don't like remakes. Especially if I love the original. That's why I can't be an uber big fan of Glee. And why I think Nina should stop doing remakes and make proper use of her talent by singing original songs. If artist sing it on ASAP, no problem, but if they make an album full of remakes that's another story. I mean c'mon, Sarah, Juris, Nina, Jed Madela and others are great singers and I think it's about time they stop singing remakes. They've made their point, they're great singers, now be a great artist too.

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2010-02-21T18:42:00.005+08:00

Not everything that feels right is RIGHT. Not because it's a game doesn't mean that it won't cause serious damage. Three years ago, we would have made sense. But that was then. To continue this would be unfair...to both of us. It was fun at first, but now the drama is slowly creeping in. I'm still trying to get out from the last web, don't get me tangled into a new one.

I might have said one time that I miss falling in love. But that's the only part I wanted. The dreamy part. Not the reality.

We both said we wanted easy breezy didn't we, Z?

7:30 Pm Timeslot

2010-02-21T10:52:00.005+08:00

For the longest time, TV 5's Talentadong Pinoy was the highest in rating during Saturday's 7:30 PM timeslot. It was actually the bread and butter show of TV5. ABS-CBN and GMA couldn't bring it down. So, ABS-CBN bought the franchise and had the Pinas Got Talent on the same time slot.

You have Kris as one of the judges. And we all know that she can pull the ratings up whatever show she's part of. You've got Ai Ai for the funny part. And FMG will take care of the credibility part. Billy & Luis are both great hosts. GMA, of course, wouldn't want to be out of the loop. So the created...Bitoy's ShowwwwTime.

Hmmm. Sounds familiar, eh? Oh yeah, ABS-CBN has a show called, Showtime. Well my opinion on Bitoy's Showwwwtime? Ang Pangeeeet! Michael V is a funny and great host. You would think that would make up a good show right? They placed sexy and pretty girls, albeit irrelevant, beside him. Then they add terrible costumes, "tribe" concept and slapstick comedy. Mix them all together and it creates a terrible show. Sheesh! GMA really needs new and creative writers and producers.

After seeing Pinas Got Talent and Bitoy's ShowwwTime, we still opted for Talentadong Pinoy. I'm still a Kapamilya though, don't worry! :)

On Villar, PGMA, etc

2010-02-12T12:52:00.004+08:00

If I had my way, Gordon and Gibo would be the top two presidentiables. I think these two are the most apt for the position to lead and at the same serve. Almost everyone I talk to thinks the same.

But this is the Philippine politics the "apt" doesn't win, but the rich does. I think I am now more than convinced that I will not, I repeat I will NOT vote for Villar. I'm pretty sure you've heard of the rumor that Villar is the secret candidate of Gloria Arroyo. Yes, that corrupt midget is still not over with stealing our money. I don't want to be cynical, but she will get what she wants. She will be a congresswoman and she will do whatever it takes to have her cha-cha. She's just so scheming! The rumor of her siding with Villar surfaced late last year. And just two weekends ago, I received a text from someone I believe to be a reliable source. This is what it says:

From Fr. Catalino Arevalo:

Now the cat's out of the bag..Manny Villar is the secret candidate of President GMA. Mike Arroyo himself met with Manny Villar at the house of Mike Defensor last January 7. Villar secretly agreed to make GMA speaker of the House and protect her should Villar win the presidency...Villar agreed to GMA's offer of massive logistical support in GMA's commissioner's in the COMELEC who will assure Villar's victory..

I don't how true this is. But this "rumor" has been going on for quite a while..and I've heard this story from three different people. You don't have to believe me, but be vigilant. And think before you vote for him. Just like what he said, do a checklist. C-5 controversy guilty--check! Ad spent costing billions which he would most likely retrieve back from our taxes once he's seated--check! Greedy for power enough to trade what's dignity left of him--check!

On a better light..let's do a blind item on a presidentiable! There's a presidentiable who is sometimes perceived as weak (well, maybe just by me) who turned down an offer of 2 friggin' BILLION pesos from a known business tycoon who owns a brewery, a bank, among other businesses. The presidentiable supposedly doesn't want to compromise. See, there's still someone who has his integrity intact, no matter how lousy his ads are! Lol.

On Erap

2010-02-11T21:25:00.003+08:00

Its an unwritten rule to avoid political issues in social occasions. Well, that's very hard to do especially during the campaign season, ayt?

We were out having dinner the other night with some tsinoy clients when the topic of presidential candidate came up. We asked them who their bet was and they said Erap. You could expect the surprise on our faces. They followed with the explanation that during the time of Erap no one was hungry. Furthermore, they claimed that there were a lot of investors, mostly Chinese, in the Philippines during his presidency. A lot of Chinese were able to open up businesses. We had to change the topic to avoid an argument because if they went on further, we might have negate their justifications. They were our client, regardless of different views we cannot do anything that might piss them off.

I assume you see what's wrong with their rationalization right? Yes, a lot of Chinese were able to open businesses. On the other hand, a lot of Filipino became mere employer. The foreigners in this country became richer while the real owners became slaves for them. I don't know about you but that picture doesn't exactly illustrate what I have in mind for Filipinos. I don't want to be a second rate citizen in my own country. And need I remind everyone that he was accused of plunder and was ousted, Tsk!

The circus is in town again. I hope that this time we would take extra effort to evaluate every act, every face we see on the stage.

Who to vote for?

2010-02-05T11:11:00.003+08:00

I like to share something I've read from Bianca Gonzales' blog.

question of ben cabigas:
"In principle, is it OK to abstain for the position of President? Pa'no pag hindi buo ang loob mo sa boto mo?"

reply of st anthony enriquez tiu:
"Ben, para sa akin, wala naman talagang perpektong binoboto e. Meron lang perpektong boto - yung botong pinag-aralan, pinag-isipan, at handang panindigan sa loob ng 6 na taon. Kung hindi pa buo ang loob mo, ibig sabihin kulang pa ang ginugugol mong panahon upang pagtibayin ang iyong kaalaman at paninindigan. Sa loob ng 5 buwan, imposibleng maging perpekto ang isang kandidato. Pero sa loob din ng 5 buwan, kaya mong kumbinsihin ang sarili mo kung sino ang mas karapat-dapat na iluklok sa pwesto. Sino ba ang dapat?"

It's like something my friends and I always say when we talk about presidentiables. Of course, we have complaints with each presidentiables, and boy, don't we have a lot of them. But we usually end the conversation, crossing to debate at times, with: Choose the lesser evil. Choose who has the bigger heart to serve the Filipinos.

Campaign period OFFICIALLY starts on Monday. Let's be active in researching and choosing who to vote for.

Still stuck.

2010-02-01T23:47:00.003+08:00

Okay...It's hard to move on from the new "info" I've learned today. I mean, those analyses could be true. And something about it made me not want to play any music today. Seriously! I'm still stuck. I can't stop googling and reading other articles about it. Just a thought, maybe these artists are not aware of what they've gotten themselves into. Maybe it's the directors, the label companies, the people behind these artists who are really part of Illuminati or whatever order. Coz cmon these artists don't really conceptualize their videos, posters, etc... do they? Hmmm.

It's just hard to accept. I look up to these artists. Maybe not as role models. But they do entertain me on a daily basis. I personally turn to music at times when I'm feeling depressed, sad, happy even. I just love music. And to learn that there is a possibility that I am being unconsciously manipulated into watching and listening to something that goes against my belief is just shocking! o_o

And the Grammys even adds impact on this supposedly conspiracy or whatever they call it. The award show also focuses on Beyonce, T.Swift, BEP, L.Gaga and all those supposedly part of the order. It's like they're always nominated. And they keep winning. And notice they never even gave thanks to God.

It's just a heartbreak for me. I bet they will soon come out with an analysis of Pink's performance also. Awww. I just can't celebrate and gush on the awesome perf anymore.

Oh well, I have to get over this! I just hope I don't have disturbing dreams. I easily get affected with this kind of sorta scary things.

Good thoughts. Good thoughts. Good thoughts. xx

Illuminati in Hollywood

2010-02-01T14:35:00.004+08:00

I am in utter shock! I know Hollywood is dirty...but I never though it's THAT dirty. I can't explain it as my mind is still reeling from the videos I've watched and articles I've read. Just right after I tweeted how great LadyGaga is. And you all know how I'm a big fan of her.

There are other series of this, if you are interested, youtube-d it up! But read articles by Vigilant Citizen as they're more detailed. It will send goosebumps up your sleeves. Something about Beyonce, Taylor Swift, Rihanna, and more about Lady Gaga. In no way I am saying that all these are true. But if you google connections about Illuminati and these artists, a lot of links will come up. And all coincide with each other. The images, the symbolism..sheesh! I am heartbroken..seriously! And I'm not being OA. For a music lover and a Christian, I am torn. Could all these be true? Should I not listen to their song anymore? Must I stop watching MTV? Oh no! Oh no! Oh no!

Here's a commercial "analysis" of MTV's holiday ad.

What do you think?

All these drove my sickness away. I'm still stuck. I can't move on. And OA-ness aside, this will haunt me for a very long time! It is possible that Illuminati exists in Hollywood but still....

FB post

2010-01-31T22:50:00.006+08:00

So funny to read a post in my FB page from a college friend. They were making "chismis" bout me. Here's the post from Winnie, she now prefers to be called Liana. But I will call her Winnie parin. This post made my day yesterday. I was so badtrip, but when I read this I was laughing my ass off. Miss these two girls. Haven't hang out with both of them for a very long time!

DELVA ROSE: WALANG GANANG MAG-DRESS (THE FULL ACCOUNT OF A CONVERSATION OCCURED BETWEEN HER TWO COLLEGE FRIENDS NAMELY "Jena" and "Liana")

Liana: si delva walang

ganang magdress si teh 3:49pmJena: baka next week malandi ako ulit ay oo angdelva 3:49pmLiana: haha true 3:49pm
Jena: laging walang

gana mag-dress at mag-tube 3:49pm
Liana: baka bibililang kape e magddress

pa si te haha 3:49pm
Jena: TAMA!hindi,
pupulot lang ng

alikabok, magdedress pa 3:50pm
Liana: hahaha kalokayun alikabok ... eto hihinga lang

magdedress pa !!!! hahahaha sana nakikita
niya tong mga chismis

natin sa kanya hahaha
Jena: oo dali dali!hahahha
HENCE, THIS

POST(BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA relentlessly) Love you delvs!!! haha!!!

DL: Their exchange of msgs is kind of magulo and so full of kabaklaan. So...US! Laveet!

Winnie-Jena-DL

This is most decent pic I could find of us. Taken when SM The Block was still the in place to go in the north! Lol. So miss you girls!

xoxo, d

3 S in Subic

2010-01-31T01:16:00.006+08:00

Sun, Sand and Sea in Subic!!!!

And not to mention, discussions on how to make the boss, oopps, the company I mean richer!

We had a great time. I just wish everyone was there with us.

Notice how we're addicted to jump shots? Good thing Michael C. was with us, he's our official photographer. Is it too much to ask for FM to do this every month. For R & R. Rested bodies tend to be more productive, you know? Lol :)

So can't wait for Summer this year. I have a couple of plans lined up. I hope they're not all drawing, if you know what I mean! :)

Commercial kuno :)

2010-01-27T16:30:00.004+08:00

Kunwari sikat na blogger ako and a lot of people are visiting my site! Lol :-))

Just want to share a (relatively) new drink in the market. It's Peak juice!! It's an anti-stress drink with L-carnitine. It comes three different variants: Calamansi, Mango and Four Season. My personal fave is the four seasons flavour. I think it's better than more popular juice drinks out there. Sure, their packaging is not all that great (an opinion I've mentioned twice with the owner) and if you're not too familiar with the product, you might not be too keen on getting one from the shelf. But as the cliche adage goes, dont judge a book by it's cover. Yikes, that's really corny. Seriously though, it's a delicious juice drink. And I'm not just saying that because they're a client.

You can find this product in Rustan's groceries, Shopwise, Ever Gotesco, South Supermarket and Gaisano groceries.

If you happen to do your shopping in any of these groceries, please buy a bottle. And do watch their TVC below. :-))

No more waiting...

2010-01-25T18:05:00.003+08:00

This picture reminds me so much of an entry I've posted in my multiply almost seven months ago.

There are times when I would find myself thinking why I'm here.

Sometimes feel like a pawn in a chess match God is playing. Like I'm just watching as the king and queen are making they're most amazing moves while all I can do is go one step front, one step back. Sometimes I feel like the name you see crawl up on the screen after a movie. For five seconds, your name is there for everyone to read only no one actually pays attention to the credits. Sometimes I'm the hamster who keeps running in the little circle. I run, run, run but when I stop I'm in the exact same place.

I love my job. I get to leave the office when I want to. I get paid to meet a lot of people which for me is not considered work but a treat. Attend events. It's advertising world, how could it not be fun? I can picture myself getting old in this industry.

But there are times when I would question what's the point of all this. Who am I helping? Companies brain washing consumers into buying their stuff. Should I be a lawyer like the ones who have gone before me? But even that seems like a lost cause for me. I don't see myself wearing a hard hat with a blue print on my head deciding whether we should put an arc in the opening of the building or not. There are times I think that becoming a doctor or a nurse at the very least would be my best bet coz you get to save lives but then I remember I could barely look at a needle being inserted in my skin to my vein let alone do that to a stranger. My gag reflex is not built for all the episodes in a hospital. Maybe a psychologist or counsellor? Although I don't think that someone whose best friend is Repression should be even giving pieces of advice. I could totally hear myself, "You're a wimp, bottle it up! If you make yourself believe you're okay, you ARE okay. No need to deal with that emotions. Lock it up in a box and push it at the back of your mind." Tsk tsk. Maybe a missionary? But my track record would totally go against what I'll be preaching. I'm probably the most confused "Christian" you'll ever meet. I'm running out of ideas here.

I wish have an ending to this. Like a bulb have just lighted and I know exactly what to do... but I have none up my sleeve.

Then again, I'm like the stock market. Fluctuating. Tomorrow, I'll probably even wonder why I considered other jobs because I was made to be in advertising. Then the day after that, I'll be staring at the ceiling asking Bro if I'm just here on earth as part of His plan for other people or if He really has something especially for me. I know what His Word says and I know I should believe that He has plans for me and I do (I told you I'm the most confused believer...ever). It's just that sometimes, I'm just tired of waiting. Like I'm in a long line and I keep craning my neck to see the beginning of the line but all I can see is a never ending stream of heads.

I felt so lost then...I was waiting for something great to happen. Maybe I wasn't ready then. But I know I am now. So Lord, bring it on! I just can't wait for all Your promises to come true! I want that "S-curve" :)

You're probably wondering what that S-curve is, huh? Will tell you more some other time! :)

xoxo, d

Because...

2010-01-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

You know exactly how to make me smile. You pacify every anxiety and doubts. You have a way of making everything rainbow-y. You seem to be who I need now. But not everything that feels right is right. In our secret world, it's a match heaven bound. But sooner or later we have to get out of that make-believe world. And I'm afraid we're not strong enough to make it out in the real world.

We've had enough drama. Let's not delve into this one!

xoxo, d

Touch of my Master's Hand

2010-01-10T00:37:00.003+08:00

Touch of my Master' Hand

by Myra Welch

T’was battered and scarred, and the auctioneer
Thought it scarcely worth his while
To waste much time on the old violin,
But held it up with a smile.

"What am I bidden, good folks," he cried,
"Who’ll start the bidding for me?"
"A dollar, a dollar," then, two! Only two?
"Two dollars, and who’ll make it three?

"Three dollars, once; three dollars, twice;
Going for three . . . "But no,
From the room, far back, a grey haired man
Came forward and picked up the bow;

Then, wiping the dust from the old violin,
And tightening the loose strings,
He played a melody pure and sweet
As a caroling angel sings.

The music ceased, and the auctioneer,
With a voice that was quiet and low,
Said: "What am I bid for the old violin?"
And he held it up with the bow.

"A thousand dollars, and who’ll make it two?
Two thousand! And who’ll make it three?
Three thousand, once; three thousand, twice;
And going and gone," said he.

The people cheered, but some of them cried,
"We do not quite understand
What changed its worth?" Swift came the reply:
"The touch of a master’s hand."

And many a man with life out of tune,
And battered and scarred with sin,
Is auctioned cheap to the thoughtless crowd,
Much like the old violin.

A "mess of potage," a glass of wine;
A game, and he travels on.
He is "going" once, and "going" twice,
He’s "going" and almost "gone."

But the Master comes and the foolish crowd
Never can quite understand
The worth of a soul and the change that’s wrought
By the touch of the Master’s hand.

Hello 2010! :-))

2009-12-29T12:15:00.003+08:00

Countdown by Widgia.com

I won't bore you with my litanya of how 2009 sucked big timefor me. I think I've said that a couple of times in this site. Two things are certain though, I am stronger and better. I have learned a lot, met a lot of people, opened my eyes to a different world. Charge everything-- good or bad-- to experience.

And I have to say that I'm hopeful for 2010. My year picked up a bit this December...it could only get better, right? I'm excited for what God has for me next year! I trust in His good, perfect, pleasing will.

Here's my new year's resolution: I won't just sit around waiting for that something to happen, I will make that something happen. Which means, less daydreaming and more action! I know, new year's resolution never really worked. SO maybe should call this one my action plan. Hmmm?

I've reconciled with a lot of issues. Let go of my excess baggage. Less bitter. Less sarcastic. Happier. More positive. I'm off to a good start, right?

*What you just read may a bit incoherent...blame it on the a..a..a..alcohol! Have a great new year celebration everyone! Have to do a lot of shopping pa...and oh, today is also my mom's birthday! Yey! She claims she's 35 and some fall for it coz she really looks young. People are amazed when I tell them she's my mom. I don't look like her, I don't look a Manuel or a Felix. I'm a Ligwang through and through. I would have loved it if a bit of my Manuel or Felix blood manifested. Okay, I'm blabbering here...HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! Keep safe. :-))

xoxo, d

Someone say snap?

2009-12-29T10:27:00.003+08:00

That's three, people! Three of my havaianas snapped in one week. What are the chances, right??? I couldn't be more frustrated as I have no more flip flops here in tugue. I can't live without flip flops, its my default footwear! And I don't really like the two pairs of havs I have left in Manila.

Maybe it's the cosmos telling me to buy Ipanema, afterall, they're my client. Still, that's three thousand bucks down the drain. Thank goodness I have Grendha sandals for my everyday errands here.

Awkward!

2009-12-28T00:10:00.003+08:00

Ever been in that situation where someone said they love you and you were dumbfounded, not because you were knocked off you feet, but because you've got nothing to say back?

Will you say Thank you? Be honest, and say you're not in the same place? Or just laugh it off as a joke?

I opted to do the last one. Awkward!

Hey, it's Christmas! :-))

2009-12-24T09:05:00.004+08:00

Maybe it's just me, but I seriously don't feel the "Christmas spirit" like I used to. Maybe it's because of the tragedies that we've just had as a nation or maybe it comes with age (Yikes!). But Christmas is still CHRISTmas. It's a time to celebrate Bro's birthday. Time to be with friends and family. Sheesh! That sounds so mawkishly hokey! But there's truth in there, eh? Let's just take this holiday as it is, and enjoy! I'm starting to enjoy mine as the never ending foodfest and laughfest started already! With that, let me share my favorite Christmas quote and poem!

Merry Christmas y'all!

FocusMedia Christmas Party '09

2009-12-20T16:48:00.005+08:00

The FocusMedia Christmas party went better than we expected. The theme was Fashion Night bordering to costume party. Everyone pretty much prepared for it. I guess I'm quite guilty for not really dressing up much. I planned to go as Katy Perry but work got in the way I wasn't able to do much shopping. I went for a simple little black dress with the headband as the accessory! :-)) Everyone was just beautiful and handsome!

The best part of the night were the performances. We were divided into three groups. Our group did a sort of banana split. Dinno and I played Bhoy and Khrissy aka Boink and Crazy; then the girls did a dance show-off and the boys did a bro, brod, bru (still including Dinno, may matinding pangagailangan sa pera eh! Lol. Peace!) Our group won only second place because there was a dead air with the dance number (may excuse?? can't still accept! Haha) but Dinno won as the performer of the night.

Another highlight was the "pass the bouquet" game with cold hard cash as the bouquet. :-)) No one went home empty handed. It could only get better for our company! Yay! :-))

Meet Familia Zaragoza

2009-12-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

With nothing to do after the party...we decided to play our alter ego: The Familia Zaragoza! :-))

after Birthday thoughts

2009-12-05T16:33:00.002+08:00

...went home at 4 in the morning, missed work and slept for 12 hours! I love it!

...my friends and I went out to celebrate last night. It was for my birthday and E's as well. We had so much fun. Booze + great company= laugh trip all night long. What is it they say about alcohol, it kills the weak brain cells and all that's left are the "intelligent" brain cells. Lol. And I felt absurd that I've been ranting. I was just lookung at the glass half-empty!

I think I'm off at a good start. Maybe this year will be a good one. Know what, I'm going to claim it! THIS will be my year!

xoxo, d

Birthday thoughts

2009-12-03T23:39:00.009+08:00

What I planned to do on my birthday?

Go somewhere unfamiliar...alone!

That may sound sad but there's something about this idea that appeals to me. I seriously planned on doing that this year. But because of grown-up stuffs I couldn't just leave. (May ganon? Lol)

I don't see the point of celebrating getting old. Not when you're nowhere even halfway to where you imagined yourself to be when you're 23. I just can't help saying this again for like the nth time--but yeah, this is the worst year of my life! Can you believe that, I'm still in my early 20's and I've had "the" worst year. Please don't tell me that this is just the beginning. Yeah, I know, what's worst for me may just be normal for others. But trust me if you knew the details of how my year went, you'll agree with me. So let's not thread that road. I'm turning 23 in a few seconds and boy how I wish I could stop time. But remember what Paul Ellis said? "The world ain't slowing down for nor one." So here I am looking at the clock and wishing that when the clock strikes 12, my luck will change for the better.

Emo much? Lol.

I just take refuge in the fact that I'll be seeing my friends later. Will laugh all the bad trip away!

You know what, I just need a new perspective. So for my birthday, I'll be singing the soundtrack from one of my favorite movies, RENT. Let's be mawkishly hokey together and sing with me, eh?

♪♫♪♫ 525,600 minutes..how do you measure the life of a woman or man? In truth that she learned, or in times that he cried? In bridges she burned or that way that he died? ....It's time now to sing out though the story never ends. Let's celebrate remember the year in the life of friends...Seasons of loooove! ♪♫♪♫

Re-loving an old hobby

2009-12-02T21:50:00.005+08:00

My mom said I've always loved cameras and taking photos when I was a young kid. I've wanted to always hold the camera. I wasn't a cam-whore then. I'd like to be behind the lens. I remember seeing my tito's collection of vintage cameras when I was in grade school and said to myself I would to the same-- I would never sell any of my cameras and that I will also buy old cameras for display purposes. I remember being inspired by a collection of sunset photos I've seen in a bookstore. I remember watching my tito lay for hours in the sand to get long exposure shot of stars. I begged with my mom to buy me a SLR. I remember when I first got a hold of my SLR, I took a shot of everything around me. And I remember walking along the streets of Manila with my SLR in tow to take pictures for a photography class...and enjoying every minute of it. I remember processing my own film...standing in the dark room looking at the pan waiting for an image to appear, hoping I had the right exposure. And when the silhouette turns into concrete image I would grin from ear to ear. I remember saving up for a DSLR. But somewhere, I just lost interest. I didn't touch my cameras (except my digicam when I take photos of myself. Vanity! Lol and of course, of my other vain friends. Tee hee), I gave all the "film processing tools" to a classmate, I would appreciate photos but do not fancy to take one. Then a few months back, I started blog hopping. I came across lots of photography blogs and was suddenly filled with a little bit of envy and inspiration with their creation. Of course, I didn't immediately took action. I let this "want" brew inside first. (what an excuse! Lol) Recently though, I decided to stop hoping to be good at taking photos but actually get my butt moving to take photos. I promised myself I'm going to start saving up for a DSLR again, something I've been obsessing about in the past month but have never really done anything to acquire one. In the meantime, I will practice with my SLR. It's more expensive because of the films and processing but hey I gotta start from somewhere, eh? I've taken it out of the bag and have cleaned it together with all the filters. Will start shooting as soon as I got my expired films. (Yeah, I want to experiment with expired films.)

In lieu of my re-loving photography, I also want to buy toy cameras. My officemate, J, has recently bought a Holga and I think I like the idea of just shooting without looking at the viewfinder. Shooting without thinking. Just point and click. Point and click. I want these toy cameras:

Holga cam in white and red! In that exact same color. But if you're planning to give me one for Christmas, I'm willing to accept it in any color! Lol

Diana with Splitzer

Lubitel 166

Don't they look just so cute? Of course, they're much cheaper than a DSLR. So my dilemma is, should I pool in all my money to buy a DSLR or acquire these toy cameras first then save up again for a DSLR? Hmmm. If you give me any of these, I promise I will use them and not just have them for display. But I would really appreciate it better if you give me a DSLR. I'm not choosy on the model as long as it's a Nikon! Haha.

My new project!

2009-12-02T02:37:00.002+08:00

I've been eating....a LOT!

It's the time of the year again for parties, reunions, and all that holiday hoopla. And boy, oh boy, am I not ready. Why? Have you seen the calories and fats that have taken residence in my body lately? Sheesh!

"Depressed much? Eat much!" Yeah, that has been my motto. And blame it on my wanderlust to try out new restos every now and then. I've been meaning to do some dieting but for some reason, food magically shows up infront of me. Blame it on the people around me. Lol. Crash diet worked well for me before, maybe I should do that again. And maybe do some exercise again. Get rid of that butt mark in my couch. I need to lose weight...FAST. I've pulled this stunt before, lets see if I can do it again. Hello, project starvation!

Green in the city

2009-12-02T02:00:00.003+08:00

I don't think I've said this enough. But I love living in Makati even with all traffic on weekdays. I work in Ortigas but I chose to still stay in the apartment in Makati. There's something about the city that appeals to me. I'd like to state a few of the reasons, but Jessica Zafra pretty much said most of it..in a more sophisticated way so just visit her blogsite, will ya?

But one thing I've always admired about Makati is how they've kept the parks clean. Go to other public parks in other cities and boy, you'll see signs of vandalism everywhere. You'd be afraid to touch anything for fear of contracting any disease. Nyikes!

This our sidetrip in Washinton Sycip park in one of our visits in Legaspi Sunday market. Its just across Legaspi park. We walked around and hang out in the gazebo for a while where there's a marble Sungka. (What's the english of sunka? Educate me please. Lol) It's really refreshing to see a lot of greens. Makes me miss UP! If you work near the park and feels intoxicated, why don't you walk around the park for fifteen minutes. Or have lunch there. Do it Central park style. Come to think of it, this is the closest we have of NYC's Central Park. Lol.

More La Photo

2009-11-27T20:20:00.002+08:00

Hehe. Just another version! And of course that subject is me..what the heck did you expect? Lol Loving this application! Stop laughing, ayt? I was going for a wacky picture!

La Photo Cabine

2009-11-27T12:27:00.007+08:00

I've always wanted photobooth-like-photos-ala-a lot like love! I don't think we have that in Manila. Or maybe, I just don't know where to find them. But I stumbled upon this website...it's the closest I can have of a photobooth photo!

Have yours here!

FM goes to Advertising Congress

2009-11-26T00:04:00.007+08:00

My first time to join the ad congress, and it didn't quite go as I expected or wanted. But hey, who am I to complain,eh?

More of Vintage Gaga

2009-11-23T14:18:00.006+08:00

You're probably wondering who's Vintage Gaga*...Vintage Gaga is Lady Gaga sans wig, crazy make-up and even crazier outfits. Although with the same crazy antics that we now all love!

....And here's my favorite Vintage Gaga song, Wonderful!

Where have I been eating?

2009-11-22T09:56:00.008+08:00

One of the things I love about Makati are the weekend markets: the Salcedo Saturday market and the Legazpi Sunday market. The Makati weekend market is a hodgepodge of dishes from different countries, desserts, snacks, plants, and just about anything. (The weekend "market" is actually in a parking lot which is closed on weekends.) I used to go with my officemates from my previous work to the Salcedo Saturday market because it's just walking distance from our office. We would have breakfast there and buy herbal breads and desserts. Since I've transferred to FM, I've never been back to Salcedo market. I recently learned from a friend that there's also a Sunday market in Legazpi Village which is the same with what is seen in Salcedo. You could just imagine my delight. So I dragged my cousin there last Sunday even if its unusual for her to wake up early on a Sunday morn. We were quite early, so we roamed around the parks nearby. (Will post pictures later) The walking worked up our appetite so we were ready to eat anything we could get our hands on. Here are some of my fave:

They let us taste their products and I gotta say their cakes are so delicious. Their best seller is the lemon meringue which we bought. I ♥ personal chef manila!

This is the old froyo's. They changed the name to Dave's. I'm a yoghurt lover, and this is the kind of yoghurt that I like. It has a tangy and sour taste to it.

I just can't get enough of apple pie.

Sapore Vero's olive oil is very cheap as compared to those in the groceries.

We also bought rosemary powder, cinnamon and curry powder.

I first tasted baklava when my Tita went home from vacay in Saudi Arabia. There are also other Arabian desserts sold here such as sobyet with semolina cream and other variants of the baklava.

These are also other foods that you can find in the Legazpi market:

There are also huge burgers, authentic French crepes, longganisa (which is so yummy, by the way), Monteqilla pasta (a fave from Salcedo market! So happy to see them in Legazpi), pica-pica, native products, etc.

I wish I have taken more photos but I was just distracted with the smell and the foods around me. Lol. Went there again this morning, it's just the perfect way to start the Sunday before heading off to church! :-))

Soon is now, Pau!

2009-11-18T11:40:00.002+08:00

me (jokingly): maf, your face made it to my blog! It'shard to penetrate my blog!

blah blah blah (chit chats I cant remember)

pau: hopefully soon, mine would too!

Well pau, soon is now! LMAO

Tara na sa Cagayan!

2009-11-16T13:50:00.003+08:00

When people ask me what to see in Cagayan, I'm usually stumped. I don't know any tourist spots in Cagayan worth recommending. I've been to a couple of beaches there in Sta. Ana, a friend even has a resort in Claveria which we renamed as ANC's (Anna nac Cagayan, a college org) resort house, and of course there's the Callao Caves but none that is worth 10 hours of butt-aching travel. I never invited any friends (from manila) to visit our province maybe because the first thing that comes to mind are the thousands of tryc in Tuguegarao. And there's really nothing to see in Tugue as it is pretty much a (small) city sans SM and the bars close at midnight. Lol

Then comes this show/ video featuring Aguib & Palaui beaches and other sites there. Gawd! I'm so amazed. Can't believe I just live 3 hours away from this paradise!! This will definitely be in my vacay list next summer. Oh I could just imagine the sun, sand and sea. Please take me there...NOW NA!

*do watch the vid and maybe you'll be inspired to visit Cagayan! :-))

1+1= Spoof!

2009-11-16T11:08:00.005+08:00

What are the two hottest things in Pinas right now? New moon and Pacquiao! Expect nothing less from Pinoy but to make fun out of it! Saw these photos from Facebook, so I cant give proper credit to the makers. To whoever you are: Clap clap clap!

There's also an edited-FHM-cover of Aling Dionsia but I can't bear to post it. I'm cringing to the core! Lol

When it rains, it pours

2009-11-15T21:20:00.006+08:00

Disclaimer: This entry is about relationships and break-ups so I probably will cite from personal experience. I know its been months, and you're rolling your eyes thinking why am I still ranting about it and you're sick and tired of reading 'bout my emotional weather reports. If you are, well you can't really do anything about it, can you? Its my site I can do whatever the hell I want with it. Yoy may, afterall, opt to leave my site. If you choose to read on, then thank you! Lol. :-))

When it rains, it pours. Apparently, that adage also holds true for break ups. In the past two weeks, I've heard four friends who just broke up with their boyfriends or who are in an almost dying relationship. And they've again proven me that the girl holds the steering wheel in a relationship. The boy may cheat over and over, he may be a total jerk, a scrub and the worst guy you'll ever encounter but if the girl is determined to make a relationship work, the relationship WILL work. And a relationship will end if the girl wants it to end.

I have stopped giving advices with relationship problems because truth is no one ever really listens to pieces of advice given by others. Most often than not we pretty much have an idea onwhat to do, we're just afraid to jump in. Afraid of the consequences. Afraid to be alone. Afraid to be mistaken. A friend asked me how I mustered enough courage to leave THE relationship when everyone knows I've built my life around this relationship. I guess I just came to a point when I realized that I shouldn't work so hard for love. That it's time to admit that a story is over. And that it's time to give up.

So for any one out there who may be in the same boat as I was 10 months ago, I want to share a song I kept listening to before I closed the door.

*Buffering will take some time and the vid is not so good you might not appreciate it so better download the song! Its Givin' up on You by Lara Fabian. Download her other songs also, she's one of my fave! :-))

A rare case

2009-11-07T09:47:00.003+08:00

There was a time when I was a Twilight fanatic. And was so crazed when I got tickets for the premiere night. Man, I was all about Edward & Bella. Then I read New Moon, and I wanted to kill myself while reading it. It was one of the worst book I've read. Ever. (Sorry Twilight Saga fans). You would think I'd stop reading the whole series, eh? But no, I still read Eclipse. Its the most dragging book ever. I continued just for the sake of finishing, although I skipped a lot of the pages because the story was going in circles. SM redeemed herself though with the fourth book, it was a BIT better than the other two. Not best, but good enough. Anyways, what I was really gonna say is about the upcoming movie, New Moon. I wasn't really keen on watching it (although I'm pretty sure I'm going to watch anyway for the heck of it. Lol). Until I saw this trailer. This is the best of the three trailers. And I'm also excited in seeing Dakota Fanning, its been a while since I last saw her in the big screen. Am a big fan. So maybe this will be one of those rare cases when the movie adaptation is better than the book. Coz if not, then the movie would suck big time. Except for Twilight Saga uber fanatics, of course.

A reblog

2009-11-03T18:35:00.004+08:00

I'm reblogging this not because I'm Ms. Bitterness but because I find it really funny. Swear! And this shouldn't be accounted on me because I'm just reblogging this, I never said any of these. (Although I want to. Tee-hee) Besides, I was still living the "pretend world of couplehood" when this top ten was aired. Lol. Enjoy!

RX TMR's Top Ten Things to Say To a Loved One Who Cheats
from Strange Fruit

January 30, 2009 → The Top Ten Things To Say To A Loved One Who Cheats

Undoy – “To SYPHILISLANDIA with you, you horny bitch!”
Mr. Perk – “Okay, quits na tayo.”
No name – “It’s sad that you cheated on me, but what’s sadder is that I still love you as if it never happened.”
Starbuko – “If you’re going to cheat, sana man lang level up, not level down!”
Mr. Perk – “Of all the lies that you’ve told me, “I love you” is my favorite.”
YñaKì – “Nangangati ka lang pala, pinakamot mo pa sa iba!”
Cheyenne – “Ha! Read our pre-nup, LOSER!”
Oscar dela Hopia – “Sorry is not synonymous with I won’t do it again.”
Umerz – “Sa pangit niyang yan? Go. Sure ako, true love yan!”
Geyp – “You’re like baboy na nag-swim sa mud. You’re like, ew.”
Neil – “You lose. I’ll find someone I’ll love as much as I loved you. But you’ll never find someone who’ll love you the way I did.”
Toytuner27 – “You cheated on your husband to be with me. So I expect nothing less from you.”
Eien17 – “If love is a game, I demand a rematch!”
Pasturyo – “Ang pagmamahal ko sa y0 ay parang talaba…patay na, nakakapit pa!”
Espeks – “sabagay ganito yata talagaTama ang sabi nila…pag madaling nakuha, madaling agawin.”
Loipogi – “I understand. Sa bagay, I’m sure nakakasawa din ang guwapo, kaya tumikim ka naman ng pangit.”
Mama K – “Diba sabi mo noon mamamatay ka pag nawala ako? Puwes, simula mo na!”
Lee Marvin – “Hon, may naghahanap sa yo. Karma daw?”
C.VanillaBen – “Ano, nawala ba naman ang kati?”
Andi – “If you can’t be faithful, I hope you were careful.”
Cheryl – “Sabi ni Andrew E. humanap ng pangit at iibigin kang tunay? Eh bakit ikaw?”
Dru – “Hell hath no fury like a diva scorned.”
SC – “Revenge is a dish best served cold.”
Doc Cameron – “A perfect match: a dog and his bitch.”

Where have I been eating?

2009-11-02T20:56:00.004+08:00

My officemates and I have been meaning to try out the Cookbook Kitchen earlier this year pa but for whatever reason we never did. Finally though, we were able to eat there last Wednesday. It's in one of the inside streets of Mandaluyong so you have to be familiar with the place otherwise you'll get lost. We actually consulted the map before heading out but we still got lost because we missed the street (Socorro St.) where were supposed to turn right and Luna Mencias is a one way street! (So keep that in mind should you plan to go there.) We didn't mind going around again because we know we're in for a treat! And boy, were we right!

The place wasn't at all intimidating. You might mistake it even for a tuto-turo from the outside. It's one of those house turned into a dining place. But don't let the looks of the resto fool you because they serve one of the best foods I've tasted. There were three of us but since their foods are good for two, we ordered two of their best seller dishes-- the Parmesan Crusted White Fish and the CBK Chicken.

Parmesan Crusted White Fish

CBK Chicken

Don't they look just yummy! (It tastes better than it looks because we're not so good with taking photos. Lol.) The parmesan cheese blends well with the fish. It's very succulent and light. Just a few bites and I felt full because of the richness of the taste. The CBK chicken is just as delectable. It has cheese, ham and basil stuffing with Italian pesto. I know I can't go back to eating ordinary chicken breasts after tasting it. Lol. I also I knew I was full yet I can't stop myself from eating more because I know I'll regret it. It didn't end there, though. What better way to end a sumptuous meal but with an opulent dessert. We ordered the strawberry shortcake which is huge enough for three but Mafi wanted to have cake. She ordered for their bestseller cake, the Kitten's scarlet cake, unfortunately they ran our of it so she opted from the Helen's moist chocolate cake.

Helen's Moist Chocolate Cake

Strawberry Shortcake

Perfect! If you're wondering about the prices, its relatively cheap. We each spent Php300. So worth it unlike one of those commercialized and overpriced resto you find in the mall.

Cookbook Kitchen is definitely going in my list of heaven-on-earth-restaurants.

Maf and I just can't get enough of this. Desi taking the pic

Eh kasi bata!

2009-11-01T01:28:00.005+08:00

teenage love is so surreal. You're young, you're carefree, no cares about the world. It might just be an infatuation but you're too ecstatic to take time and differentiate love from simple crush. You feel butterflies in your stomach when you see him/ her. You dont take notice of anything around you when you look at that person. Dreamlike feeling. I think we'll always remember our first teenage love, not because its the first but because we thought it could actually last forever. We get jaded as we get older. I did! :-))

Music playing in my mind:

They say the first time won't ever last
But that didn't stop me the first time he laughed
All my friends tried to warn me the day that we met
"Girl, don't you lose your heart yet"
But his dark eyes dared me with danger
And sparks fly like flame to a paper
Fire in his touch burning me up, but still I held on
-Already Gone by Sugarland

and

Nothing really matters
I don't really care
What nobody tell me
I'm gunna be here
It's a matter of extreme importance
My first teenage love affair
-Teenage Love Affair by Alicia Keys

Casting the "sumpa" away

2009-10-31T11:10:00.003+08:00

Its the time of the year again when I have to endure hours in a salon chair to remove any traces of my real hair or "the sumpa" as they call it in VO. I've had my rebond retouched yesterday in Victor Ortega as my curly hair is starting to grow already. Rebond works perfectly for me as I'm a wash 'n wear kind of girl. I don't want to be bothered with styling and all that. Until I had my hair cut short, of course. Having a short hair requires styling and blow drying to have volume. But the one of the perks of having a short hair is that Lance (my stylist in VO) gave me a free hair spa because hair rebond there is a fix Php 1,000 but since I have short hair they don't have to use as much medicine and spend less time ironing my hair.

After four hours of undergoing hot hair iron, the terrible smell of the medicine, listening to gay lingo which I have a hard time understanding and reading countless fashion magazines to pass by the time, my hair now looks like this! Yey! Well, there's really not much difference when seen in a pic. Lol

* I wonder where I was looking when I took this photo.*

I've had three rebonds done in Victor Ortega and I have no complaints. They also did my PC. Usually,my hair looks flat as a deflated balloon after a rebond but I was very specific that I want my hair to have a 'lil volume because I can't wash it for two days and supposedly I have work today. What I like about them is that they really listen to the customer's request and actually follow it. So if you want to have a rebond, I would suggest you go to Victor Ortega salon. They're rebond is very cheap but the results are as good as those in expensive salons.

My daily dose of happiness

2009-10-24T23:30:00.004+08:00

I may be having a bad year...but I've got great friends who scare the boo boos away! When I'm with them I feel like all's good and I just hit a hump. I used to call "someone" my daily dose of happiness. Now, I have a whole lot of them to call my daily dose of happiness. (may ganon?? Lol)

Bring Back FRIENDS! Lol

2009-10-24T09:43:00.004+08:00

I wish there would be a show as good as FRIENDS! After this TV show, everything just falls secondary. I still watch FRIENDS, when I want to feel good. I've watched all the episodes a gazillion times and yet I still find myself laughing. For lack of anything to do on a Saturday in the office, I youtube-d friends and entertained myself with FRIENDS' bloopers. There's a thin line as to where their characters end and where they real them comes in. Lol

Oh, and have been reading in E! Online that some of the previous FRIENDS star will have new shows. Well, Courney Cox's Cougar Town has started, so we'll just have to wait for the others. Yey yey yey!

Not again!

2009-10-22T18:55:00.005+08:00

He promised he wasn't going to run for office when he was released from prison. Would you vote for someone who can't even keep a promise initially made? He will again make promises, and just like before won't keep them! You don't have to be a president to serve. Duh!!!

To Binay: Tandem with Erap will be your fall.
I, personally, like Binay. Maybe not as a president yet, but I think he could do good things. I just don't think it's wise being Erap's running mate. Well, it will boost his popularity for sure. Ah well..it's his choice, what do I know. All I know is that I ain't voting Erap. And will raise my brows at anyone who would say that they will vote for Erap. :-)

Good find

2009-10-20T21:59:00.003+08:00

On the way home from a client, I passed by a book sale shop with an Alice Sebold book in the display window I decided to go in and take a look. I never had much luck in book sales before...until yesterday! I was able to buy three books, two of which are hard bound and in very good condition. Isn't that great??

I loved Fielding's first book of Bridget Jones albeit being shallow, so I didn't think twice when I saw the hard bound version of Edge of Reason. Alice Sebold's Almost Noon is almost new. There are no folds in the pages, no marks on the front cover. And it's only Php 120! I liked Lovely Bones, I hope this one would be too. The best buy would be Michael Cunningham's The Hours. I saw it when about to leave the shop. For its value, it was way underpriced. They were only selling it for 40 effin pesos. I guess they didn't know how great the book is!

**Nothing beats the smell of books, whether new or old. I always smell the pages before reading it. That's why I was never a fan of e-books. I just think I'm cheating on the books. Well, that's just me.

Hey hey hey!

2009-10-18T20:44:00.004+08:00

this video is for every bitter person out there, yes, including me! Haha. I may not be able to bring myself to say that curse, but if I do curse, that would be the first thing I would say to them. Lol. Gotta remind myself again to LET GO! :-))

Worst Hand Job Ever!

2009-10-18T09:27:00.004+08:00

One of our local mag has been noticed...but not in a good way? We all know every face in a magazine is photoshopped, heck, we (non-celebs) even do it at times. Just make sure the result wont look like a wax version of you, eh? Or in this case, a disfigured hand.

from Photoshop Disasters

**I still LOVE Mega Magazine, though. Its my fave (local) fashion mag! Plus they're one of my clients. Lol

How do I get there?

2009-10-17T05:12:00.004+08:00

When '09 started, I claimed that this will be an awesome year for me. That it will be MY year...Well, it didn't go as I wanted it to be. In fact, this is the worst year of my life.

My relationship with my (then) boyfriend of seven friggin years went downhill just when the year was starting. I went to a phase of depression which I tried to hide and forget with pigging out, drinking and spending! It lasted for a few months and even now that (I think) I'm over that phase, it still resurfaces every now and then. When I was pretty much back on my feet, I decided to concentrate on work, which isn't very easy as there are so many office issues. I like my job, I like the industry I'm in but I wasn't getting the results I expected to get. I hate mediocrity, but that's basically the perfect word for my career. My finances is hot 'n cold. For some unknown reasons, money seems to pass by my hands in seconds. I have no idea where it goes. So needless to say that I'm not richer than I was in '08.

I seem to be always in want of something I don't know. I know I can do better than where I am right now, I just don't how to start getting to that "better" place. The song, Gotta Be More to Life, is the soundtrack of my year.

The year is about to end. Most who are in the same boat as I are probably relieved that this year is ending but I'm not. I used to love hearing Christmas songs but now I cringe when I hear one. And I hear them everywhere nowadays! Christmas for me means the end of year. And I just don't want it to come yet as nothing spectacular have happened yet. I don't want this year to end as it is. I keep praying and wishing that 2009 won't go down in history as annus horribilis. It just can't!

I am literally in a gutter. I look at the stars and I tell myself that's where I want to be. The question is, how do I get there?

Weird Wonders

2009-10-15T11:45:00.007+08:00

Moeraki- New Zealand

It is said by the Maoris that some of the surviving crew of the Araiteuru canoe were turned into stone and became mountains. The Moeraki boulders are said to be the pots and chattels from the canoe.

These large, spherical, alien and strangely beautiful boulders are mainly located on Koekohe Beach, part of the Otago coast of New Zealand’s South Island. Known as “Moeraki Boulders” they were originally formed on the sea floor from sedimentary deposits that accreted around a core in the same way that a pearl will form around a particle of sand. The erosion of the cliffs often reveals these boulders from the surrounding mudstone allowing them to join those already on the beach. Some of the larger boulders weigh several tonnes and can be up to three metres wide.

Maori legend attributes their origin to the arrival of the first ancestors / giants who came in the great Araiteuru canoe which was sunk by three great waves at nearby Matakaea.

Blue Holes- The Bahamas

The Great Blue Hole is located in the Light House Reef aproximately halfway between Long Caye and Sandbore Caye. It is about 60 miles east from the mainland of Belize (city). In 1997 it was designated as a World Heritage site.

Found on both land and in the ocean throughout the Bahamas are deep circular cavities known as Blue Holes which are often the entrances to cave networks, some of them up to 14 kilometres in length. Divers have reported a vast number of aquatic creatures some of which are still new to science. In addition, they’ve recorded chambers filled with stalactites and stalagmites which only form in dry caves. For the explorers this was proof that at one time, nearly 65,000 years ago, when the world was in the grip of the last major ice age, the sea level of the Bahamas was up to 150 metres lower than it is today. Over time the limestone of the islands was eroded by water and vast cave networks created. When sea levels rose again about 10,000 years ago some of these collapsed inwards land the Blue Holes were formed

More of this in: Ten Strange Places

This is me

2009-10-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

This should be sent out to every couple

2009-10-07T19:48:00.003+08:00

Make your imprint!

2009-10-07T19:19:00.004+08:00

Is it just me, or does anyone else think that the 2010 election is the catalyst that will bring about the change that this country needs? I think that Filipinos have had enough of the past (present included) administrations crappy-ness and everyone is closely watching the candidates for next year's election.

If you haven't registered yet, you have three weeks to do so. Before opening your mouth to pinpoint the wrong doings of the government, make sure that you do your part as well. The first step to that is to register. It doesn't matter if you don't know who to vote yet, because trust me, (almost) everyone haven't really decided yet. And don't give me BS bout your vote being useless because people with power who will eventually find a way to cheat the results. Listen, apathy is this nation's worst enemy.

Check the Comelec website if you don't know where to register. I registred last month, and it only took me less than an hour. So, get your butt moving and practice your right! Make thatimprint because YOU can make that change!

Can I e-mail this to our President & CEO?

2009-10-02T14:13:00.004+08:00

A little exaggeration won't kill us.

Dear Ondoy (a repost from Norman Lasam)

2009-09-30T08:57:00.002+08:00

Dear Ondoy,

You had us. You wanted attention, and you earned it.

No one had the slightest sign of your capability, of your strength. Yes, we could have been more aware. We could have been more prepared for your arrival. We could've unclogged the sewage systems, or managed our households more properly, as any hospitable Filipino would do in anticipation of a guest. Yet, we did not. We just thought you were one of those signal number one weaklings and brushed you aside. Our fault.

But nonetheless, what you did was cruel. You didn't have to drown more than a hundred people, not even a single one. You didn't have to Ondoy. You killed them. You destroyed their houses, their farms, their only means of livelihood. Is this what you trade for attention? To be written in history? To be unforgettable? Lame, Ondoy. Just lame.

Can't you see I'm furious Ondoy. Well, maybe you can't; you're not even capable. You're innately apathetic. You massacred kids!!! They had no match on you but you didn't care. Their cries for help didn't stop you. You were utterly insensate. How could you Ondoy? You're such an ass.

Was it not enough that you brought in the greatest amount of rainfall for the past 40 years in just 6 hours? That could have put you in our history in an interesting light. But your inability to spare lives chucked your record-breaking feat into oblivion.

Ondoy, you now have what you wanted. Your name is in every news nowadays. You even made the big stars mention your name, at the least. Hollywood stars twitted all about you. Local stars bragged about their superhuman skills that you apparently didn't have. But they couldn't beat you Ondoy. You even made one of them wish he were a boat. Happy now?

But I have bad news Ondoy. You are not worthy of our history. We are making our history, not you. You underestimated Filipinos, especially our tenacity. If you have time to take a rest from wreaking havoc in Vietnam, watch the news and drool over how we kick your lame ass as of this moment.

Let me tell you Ondoy, for every last breath you took away, for every life you cut short, our strength, faith, and hope intensify by ten-folds.

You had nothing on us all along.

Still Standing,
Norman

P.S. Read this letter to your two friends possibly coming over this week.

**Was just informed that he was e-mailed and was asked if this article could be included in an anthology of businessen, politicians, celebs, etc! (Norman: I'm one of the etc. Lol) Way to go man! xoxo

Twitter Mania

2009-09-28T18:52:00.001+08:00

If a certain Delayna Adkins could be so insensitive to comment about country which is reeling from the effect of Ondoy, there are those like Demi Moore and Switchfoot who have big hearts to care for a nation miles away from them.

And I have to commend local celebs who are helping in disseminating info thrugh twitter.

More of these in twitter

TV Patrol is on, reporting about people who died in the midst of the typhoon. Please continue to pray for the the families of those who passed away, and for the people still coping up with aftermath of the storm.

Follow me on twitter

A wake up call in the form of a catastrophe

2009-09-28T17:34:00.003+08:00

I have never been this affected with a flood because I've never known anyone who was affected by a flood...until now. Some of my friends' houses were flooded, two of them lost (almost) everything they have, another friend's husband has been stranded in their roof for hours. I used to watch in the news people in provinces who were greatly devastated by a storm and I'm ashamed to admit that I never gave too much thought in their situations. You would think that such situations are remote until it happens to people you care. It was indeed a humbling experience, and more so, an eye opener. I wanted to do more than just sit and watch the heartbreaking conditions of our kababayan.

"There is no such thing as unselfish good deeds." -Joey Tribbiani

I volunteered with a few friends in Sagip Kapamilya last Sunday. We wanted to be deployed in Marikina or any areas affected by the flood, but when we got there they have had enough volunteers for deployment and not enough trucks. So we stayed in the warehouse instead and helped in carrying stuffs. It was overwhelming to see so much donations from corporations and private people. And to see the willing hands doing their share, however small it may seem, to help those that were affected by Ondoy.

As we all know millions of pesos are coming in from different corporations and private entities to foundations for the rescue operations and relief goods.( And I think these people have more trust giving their donations to private organizations and foundations than to the government.) I think its great when Tina Monzod-Palma said that the donations are not just going to relief goods but also to projects that are to help typhoon victims get back on their feet. Because even after the water has gone down and the mud cleared, way after the houses has been cleaned it will take a long time for the victims to recover from these ordeal. There is trauma in each and everyone, houses to be rebuilt, lives to mourn for. So I sincerely hope that these millions of pesos given to private foundations and the government (especially, those that were given to the government) will be really used for the victims. I hope they will be used to aid the victims get a hold of their lives again.

I also hope that this will not just be a nightmare that will soon be forgotten. I hope this will be a wake up call to the government. 19 boats?? That's all they have. Instead of spending money so their faces will be in the television, NDCC could have used the money to buy boats, trucks, or whatever equipment needed for disasters like there. Yes, no one expected Ondoy to cause this much disaster. But that's why the agency was created. So there would be immediate help when calamity strikes. And don't give us crap about not having enough budget. I could feel the blood going up to my face again, and I know there's no point in blaming because the damage has been done but I just can't help but to do so. One of our trademarks is our resilience to whatever storm that comes along, but that doesn't give (government agencies) to overlook their responsibilities. I hope that the government officials will at least feel a bit more guilty in stealing the people's money this time. I hope they would think twice before buying houses worth millions in US. I hope they will spend less when they travel abroad. I hope they realize how their constituents are suffering while they swim in their ill-gotten wealth.

And I hope that this will also be a wake-up call to each and everyone of us. It doesn't take a genius to point out that this is due to climate change and that something like this MIGHT happen again (although I hope not). So I hope we do our share in saving Mother Earth. Plant a tree, switch off lights when not used, use reusable bags in doing our groceries, clean up, throw trash in garbage cans and not in the streets, etc. I hope that it doesn't take another typhoon for us to wake up, get out of our comfort zones and do our share.

(Noticed that I used the word "hope" too much? Well, that's there's left to do. Hope)

Pictures are not mine. I downloaded them from various websites in the net.

Before she became Lady Gaga

2009-09-25T15:28:00.001+08:00

I actually love her music here. I think it's an orig since I can't recognize the song..or maybe its just me. Looooveee it!!! And I love her even more. Lol

...oh by the way, did I mention? My lappy is up and running again! Thanks edmer big time! :-)

The Virtual Me

2009-09-24T10:21:00.001+08:00

If I have these pieces in my closet and the bod to go with it, you would see me strutting on an ordinary working day looking like these:

or

during weekends, I'll be in these

I love playing dress up in looklet. And I've been going to the mall looking for items close to these. LOL. I think I might go again later to bid my blues away as I always do when I'm feeling down. :-)) Either that or I eat my heart out. Better have an empty wallet than a bulging tummy! Lol

Drama bout Toshy, my lappy

2009-09-24T09:49:00.001+08:00

My laptop broke down!! I still can't get over it. Toshiba never failed me, until now! And the my warranty has lapsed already! I am not ready for these kind of expenses! Not when i have a credit card bill due! Nyikes!

The worst part is that I might lose all my files: the pics, write ups, gazillion songs, movies and everything else!! I wish it could still be recovered.

A cloud is looming above me today, stay away people!

of bubbles and light

2009-09-16T19:03:00.001+08:00

picture from this site

I was going looking for vinatge-y stuff in google when I came across this photo. I sooo love it! I don't know who took it but I love the combination of the colors and everything about it. Wish I could be better at photography. :-))

Someone please tell me why this routine didn't win?

2009-09-14T11:28:00.001+08:00

Haha. Yeah I said I'm gonna move on from the UAAP Cheerdance hoopla, but I just watched the full routine of of UP pep squad, and the whole time I was saying OMG! because it really is wonderful and unique. Fine, maybe one stunt was a flop, but so what! Haha, bitter?? Anyways, there's still next year.

Why I'm skeptic on Noynoy's candidacy?

2009-09-09T11:22:00.002+08:00

Because I think that he could easily be manipulated. Lets be honest, before Cory Aquino died, Noynoy doesn't have any plans of running for presidency. Having a great leader as a parent (and by that I meant Ninoy, and not Cory) doesn't guarantee that Noynoy will also be a great president. It was just a plot of the liberal party. Their desperate move to put their candidate to the highest office. And "sacrificing" presidency doesn't make Mar a better man. He used to talk a lot about his plans and his desire to serve the country, spent a lot on advertising, planned his wedding near the elections and then suddenly he revoked his candidacy. That move just made him appear ficke-minded and the little trust that the liberal party has on him My friends and I have guessed that something like this will happen after Cory's death, I just didn't expect Noynoy to push through with it. He could be a great leader, but I think he isn't ready yet.

But if he do wins, I hope I'm wrong.

I'm no expert on politics, most of my opinions are juvenile. But then again, it's MY opinion.

This totally made my day...

2009-09-08T12:23:00.000+08:00

..and I've found a vid in youtube of bugoy. I used to call him "the cute boy who danced calle ocho". Haha. I was grinning the whole time. (and look at the other boy who left the stage, haha)

What have I been reading?

2009-08-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

Or rather, what have I NOT been reading?

The Story of Edgar Sawtelle by David Wroblewski

Maybe it's an Oprah recommended book, but I just can't seem to get past page 72. I'm usually the kind of reader who can't get a book down. I won't sleep for a book. Thick or thin, I'll finish it in three days--max! This one though bores the helluva out of me. I'd like to say I'd give it another chance, but no thank you. I'll get going with Jeffrey Archer's Prisoner of Birth.

An excerpt

2009-08-14T10:18:00.001+08:00

When you are a kid, you have your own language, and unlike French or Spanish or whatever you start learning in fourth grade, this one you're born with, and eventually lose. Everyone under the age of seven is fluent in Ifspeak; go hang with someone under three feet tall and you'll see. What if a giant funnelweb spider crawl out of that hole over your head and bit you in the neck? What if the only antedote for venom was locked up in a vault on the top of the mountain? What if you lived through the bite , but could only move your eyelids and blink out an alphabet? It doesn't really matter how far you go; the point is that it's a world of possibility. Kids think with their brains cracked wide open; becoming an adult, I've decided, is only a slow sewing shut.

-Anna Fitzgerald, 13

My Sister's Keeper

What am I listening to?

2009-08-10T11:28:00.000+08:00

I don't think I've said this enough, but I'm a big fan of country music. Not just of the recent artist, but I grew up listening to country music because of my dad. He claims that the only REAL music are country songs. He eventually rubbed it on me. And I'm trying to rub it to my friends. With that, I'd like to share my recently discovered band, Lady Antebellum. They're definitely going to the list of my faves. Watch the video of their song, I Run to You.

And check out their album as well, they have a lot of great songs! :-)

The Lovely Bones

2009-08-09T19:23:00.000+08:00

Oh yes, oh yes! I can't wait for the movie. I loved the book. One can easily assume by reading the back panel of the book that it's depressing, but it isn't because the voice of the narrator is not melancholy at all. Reading the book is like having a rural 1970's neighborhood and heaven come alive in your head. Sebold could take you to heaven and back with how she coined each word. And there are a lot of good lines from the book, here are some of my fave:

"When the dead are done with the living, the living can do on to other things, "Franny said. "Whay about the dead", I asked, "Where do we go?"

"I had rescued the moment by using my camera and in that way had found how to stop time and hold it. No one could take that image away from me because I owned it."

"How to commit the perfect murder was an old game in heaven. I always chose the icicle: the weapon melts away."

"These were the lovely bones that had grown around my absence: the connections - sometimes tenuous, sometimes made at great cost, but often magnificent - that happened after I was gone. And I began to see things in a way that let me hold the world without me in it. The events that my death wrought were merely the bones of a body that would become whole at some unpredictable time in the future. The price of what I came to see as this miraculous body had been my life.”

Read the plot of the book here!

Trivia: Alice Sebold draws personal experience from when she was raped in college.

I tried Andy Warhol-ing my photo...

2009-08-09T19:00:00.001+08:00

...and I know, I failed. Lol

I so want one badly, and I want to do it myself. Supposedly, it's easy to do but for a newbie in photoshop like me... IT ISN'T!! I blame my lack of sleep for this sloppy work! Lol

I'll try another tonight. And hope I do it right! I'm humiliating Andy Warhol. Hehe

The Cory Magic

2009-08-05T18:28:00.001+08:00

I was never a fan of Corazon Aquino's administration.

But I am a fan of the "Cory Magic" and the status she upholds. When the nation was looking for a change, she was at the forefront. She could have just stayed at home and be the wife of a (dead) hero, but she decided make a name for herself and alter the history as we now know it. And at her death, the younger generation, mine included, saw and felt what our parents and history books only speak of. Salamat, Tita Cory.

I don't think we'll again see something as amazing as what we've witnessed in the past few days.

Where have I been eating?

2009-07-28T08:47:00.001+08:00

I’ve decided to put into good use the pounds which have taken residence in my body by sharing where I’ve gained them. Lol. These are some of the restos I’ve recently tried and would highly recommend to all food lovers.

Sophia’s: The south is lucky to have this resto in their place. They serve authentic Mediterranean foods as the chef is a Greek. (Or was he Italian? They have a background at the back of their menu, I just couldn’t remember) I really think that the price of their food is just right for the taste. I ordered their Mousaka (which is priced at Php310 only) and after the first bite I know I couldn’t return to just any pasta. It has to be as delicious as this. Their pizza (Php290) is how I want my piazza to be. Thin crust, not too oily, and the cheese melt perfectly. Their gyro (php200++) is big enough for two with fries on the side. The location and the ambience is the cherry on top of the icing. It’s a quaint resto with plants outside the window; decors are impression of greek culture, and Mediterranean music playing in the background you could just imagine you’re in Greece. I wish they have a resto nearer!!

Mom & Tina’s: I’ve only been there twice, and both times I ordered Chicken Spinach Lasagna. Two words: Al dente! The taste lingers in my mouth that even now just thinking about it I’d like to drop by their branch in Dela Rosa to have dinner. I’ve tasted a bit of their Paella Valencia and Beef Tapa as well and both are value for money. If I was craving for tapa and I had money to spare, Mom & Tina’s would be first on my list. And if you order bottomless iced tea, you could switch to three different flavours (green, red and lemon) if you want to try all of them. The ambience makes you feel like you’re in a small country house eating your mom’s cooking. I’m not a big fan of their pastries though, considering that they started as a pastry shop.

Abé: After a few bites of their lamb adobo, I felt full already. The meat was soft and exquisite. It’s like the perfect comfort food. After all, it’s where good friends dine. Hehe

Secret Recipes: Their branch in Greenbelt is kind of intimidating so I never cared to take a look. Their branch in Shangri-la is more welcoming though. We were supposed to have lunch at Wham Burger when we passed by Secret Recipes and took a peek at their menu. The prices weren’t so bad. When we tasted their food... the prices didn’t matter at all. They were offering “combo meal” that time, so for Php300, I had soup, chicken cordon bleu with herb rice, chocolate cake and iced tea. Mafi ordered the pan dory fish with caribbean sauce and it was delicious as well. The really intriguing dish in their menu is the tom yum spaghetti, I’ll probably try that next.

Angel’s Kitchen: Everyone talks in hushed voice because the ambience is that of a fine dining restaurant. We’ve ordered pinakbet rice with bagnet and chocolate bagoong. Doesn’t that make your mouth water? I still have to ask manang ynes to try and do this. It seems pretty easy to do. We were so full after we could barely move. It’s kind of pricey though and it’s not something I would crave, but worth trying.

My gauge for a restaurant to be great: if I leave the place full and feeling happy! Give your taste buds a treat, forget ‘bout watching your weight and try these restos. I swear you wouldn’t regret.

Kumusta naman ang pagiging single?

2009-07-27T08:54:00.003+08:00

I was talking to an old friend whom I haven’t seen for ages and we were doing the usual catching up when she asked me the last question I wanted to hear, “Kumusta naman ang pagiging single?” I don’t know if she was being sarcastic or what. Truth is, after being in a long relationship, I don’t want to be reminded that I’m single. It’s like telling a blind person that she’s blind. I mean, there’s no need to salt the wound.

I’ve been in a relationship for the longest time, and when I was thrown in the single world I didn’t know what to do. I’d like to say that being single is better than being in a couple, but there are times when a big chunk of me would want to be in one again. Before you start raising your eyebrows, I’m not going back with him. Anyone who knew both of us would say that we had a good run albeit how things ended but one has to know when a story is over. Neither will I go to a string of dates to fill in the void. Actually, dating made me realize how NOT ready I am to date.

My answer by the way to the question was, “it’s not so bad” and it really isn’t.

There are just times when I want that hug, that voice, that smile which obliterates every hitch around. Sure, friends and family are always around. But everyone who’s been inlove would agree with me that it’s still different, every single thing is different with that special one. Even the fights are special. It’s like the first few minutes of P.S. I Love you where Hilary & Gerard Butler were fighting and all I could think of is that I want to have someone to shout at again. Someone to bicker with, play who’s-got-a-bigger-ego games with, someone to throw the vase at (yeah, I do that), and then say “I’m sorry” in the sweetest tone possible. Darn, I gotta stop myself here!

And although I’m not ready to jump into a relationship yet, I’m looking forward for the time when I can once again sing, “I’m only me when I’m with you” or “in the morning you’re my super double caffeine drink.” That’s how it feels when you’re in love, ayt?

Right now though, there’s no need to rush things. Cliché it is, but I think (after seven friggin’ years) I have to be single and learn to enjoy being one. After all, I’m not so alone. I’ve got my fellow single friends who will make this phase FUN! Plus, it’s one less person on my gift list which means I get to buy more stuff for ME! Oh, the stuff we say to make ourselves happy. Lol

Daughtry singing Poker Gace

2009-07-20T08:49:00.001+08:00

need I say more? (^____^)

I have a new fave tambay spot...

2009-07-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

...and that is Krispy Kreme along Ayala Ave.

Aside from the free wi-fi, I get to people watch. I usually sit in the stool by the window instead of the couch. In between e-mailing documents to client and facebooking/ blog hopping/ e-online-ing or whatever crap I do with the net, I just stare outside the window and watch people pass by. With my headset plugged playing "coffee & book playlist". It brings some sort of serenity albeit the pain in my back. People watching is not as freaky as it sounds. You should try doing it once. I could just crop out the busses and jeeps passing by and imagine I'm in a street cafe in Paris. :-)

Definitely going gaga

2009-07-13T12:00:00.001+08:00

there goes all hopes of getting free tix for Lady Gaga's concert. Out the window.

I so want..no, I NEED to watch this concert. Does this mean I have to skimp on everything so I could buy a VIP ticket? Maybe cancel my cebu trip on september. Hmmm? I can do that. So what if I have plane tickets na, I bought that on sale naman. Cebu will always be there, there will always be seat sales. But it's not everytime that Lady Gaga will come over. Maybe use my mom's swipey and just endure her endless sermons of not being responsible with my money when she gets her bill. Although I'm sure she'll let me pay for this one. My list is long as it is, she won't let this go. Hmmm. Torn. I'm so torn.

*conversation with myself in my brain while pretending to listen during this morning's sales meeting.

I would give up all premiere tickets...

2009-07-11T09:40:00.000+08:00

..if I could have one for Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Yeah, mafi, I'm talking to you. Hehe. Premiere tickets! Premiere tickets!!

Sooo excited!! :-))

Madonna Pays Tribute to the King of Pop

2009-07-06T11:02:00.001+08:00

Check this out!

Even at 50, Madonna can still rock the stage.

For the longer version of the video, click here.

Am I My Sister's Keeper?

2009-07-06T08:35:00.000+08:00

Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper is the kind of book that will make you stare at the last page for a long time like every inch of surprise have been knocked out of you.

I read lots of mystery, government/ CIA/ secret service/law involvement, action thrilling books. Halfway through the book I will find myself feeling like Nancy Drew trying to solve cases or guess the whys of the story even before the characters do. By the end of the book, I would close it with either an I-told-you-so little laugh or a heavy, but good, sigh for all the (country-going-to-war-worth) secrets that were uncovered when all the agent wanted to know was whether the nerd committed suicide or not.

MYS on the other hand is none of that. The ending was not something anyone could have expected or guessed. I was in an emotional rut when I was reading the book, so every now and then I would have to close the book to stop tears. I wouldn't want the person in the next couch in starbucks think I'm a wacko who gets teary-eyed over a cup of coffee, ayt?

The book was narrated from different points of view. The narration would shift from one character to the other. Each gets to say their take in the situation hence they all grow on you. As a reader, you would think that you can provide a solution, an equation, a black and white answer to every dilemma but you'll find yourself even more lost than the characters are. You wouldn't even consider picturing yourself in their shoes. Should Anna donate her kidney to Kate and put their lives both at risk when Kate is at the verge of dying anyway? If Sara just learned to let go years before, Jesse wouldn't be that screwed up teenager that he is and Anna wouldn't feel like she just exists so her sister could live. It was wise of Anna to file a lawsuit against her parents.

It wouldn't also make you feel relieved that your family is not stuck in the sticky situation the Fitzgeralds are. Instead, you will find yourself thinking of your own family and how at one point or another you could relate to the Fitzgeralds.

I like Anna's part best. It's like reading all the things you wished you have thought. She's the perfect 13-year old. One who thinks she knows what she wants and can make it on her own but would also curl up in the embrace of her parents. I don't think we ever grow out of that stage. Even at 22, there are times when I find myself at a lost and the only place I want to be is home with my mom and dad telling me what I should do.

I'm not gonna spoil the ending for those who haven't read the book and if you plan to read this book, have a Kleenex ready. *sniff sniff*

**I heard that the ending of the movie is different from that of the book. Hope it's just as heart-warming as the book is.

new do

2009-06-28T20:36:00.001+08:00

I've never had my hair cut this short. I've been wearing long hair for as long as I can remember. Well, not anymore.

From..

to

and three weeks later to this:

...thanks to my ever reliable stylist (lol), Victor (of David's Salon-WM). I luurve it! Although this means I have to take more time in fixing it every morning which is total bummer. I like having the wash and wear hair since I always wake up late and I have to rush through the morning routine...every single day. I always psych myself to wake up early but it never happens. I guess this should be enough motivation to wake up earlier than usual...otherwise I will go to work looking like i woke up with a terrible hangover and headed to the office without even washing. Yikes! The price you pay for vanity. Hope I give justice to Victor's work. Haha. :-))

And oh yeah, the shades stays!!! lol

I got free ticket! I got free ticket!*

2009-06-24T12:37:00.001+08:00

*in Patrick's voice!

I got free ticket for tonight's showing of Transformers! Yey! Getting freebies like this makes me love my job even more!

Although, I've been reading bad reviews in the net. Nevertheless, free ticket is free ticket! Lol!

sitting on a suitcase

No Longer Tweeting

Where everything is Beautiful

Major Saving coming up!

Me and My lazy ass

Old School Trip

Second time around

05.10

Northeastern ♥

Date, anyone?

Why do we read?

I live I breathe

It's officially Summaaaah! :)

Barcelonuuuuh!

Battle of the absurd

Nostalgic

It's been a year

What I'm listening to

The Burger edition

On Percy Jackson, Julie & Julia, etc

I feel like I'm cheating....

A remake I like

I know my grammar!

On We are the World

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7:30 Pm Timeslot

On Villar, PGMA, etc

On Erap

Who to vote for?

Still stuck.

Illuminati in Hollywood

FB post

DELVA ROSE: WALANG GANANG MAG-DRESS (THE FULL ACCOUNT OF A CONVERSATION OCCURED BETWEEN HER TWO COLLEGE FRIENDS NAMELY "Jena" and "Liana")

Liana: si delva walang

ganang magdress si teh 3:49pmJena: baka next week malandi ako ulit ay oo angdelva 3:49pmLiana: haha true 3:49pmJena: laging walang

gana mag-dress at mag-tube 3:49pmLiana: baka bibililang kape e magddress

pa si te haha 3:49pmJena: TAMA!hindi,pupulot lang ng

alikabok, magdedress pa 3:50pmLiana: hahaha kalokayun alikabok ... eto hihinga lang

magdedress pa !!!! hahahaha sana nakikitaniya tong mga chismis

natin sa kanya hahahaJena: oo dali dali!hahahhaHENCE, THIS

POST(BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA relentlessly) Love you delvs!!! haha!!!

3 S in Subic

Commercial kuno :)

No more waiting...

Because...

Touch of my Master's Hand

Touch of my Master' Hand

by Myra Welch

T’was battered and scarred, and the auctioneerThought it scarcely worth his whileTo waste much time on the old violin,But held it up with a smile.

"What am I bidden, good folks," he cried,"Who’ll start the bidding for me?""A dollar, a dollar," then, two! Only two?"Two dollars, and who’ll make it three?

"Three dollars, once; three dollars, twice;Going for three . . . "But no,From the room, far back, a grey haired manCame forward and picked up the bow;

Then, wiping the dust from the old violin,And tightening the loose strings,He played a melody pure and sweetAs a caroling angel sings.

The music ceased, and the auctioneer,With a voice that was quiet and low,Said: "What am I bid for the old violin?"And he held it up with the bow.

"A thousand dollars, and who’ll make it two?Two thousand! And who’ll make it three?Three thousand, once; three thousand, twice;And going and gone," said he.

The people cheered, but some of them cried,"We do not quite understandWhat changed its worth?" Swift came the reply:"The touch of a master’s hand."

And many a man with life out of tune,And battered and scarred with sin,Is auctioned cheap to the thoughtless crowd,Much like the old violin.

A "mess of potage," a glass of wine;A game, and he travels on.He is "going" once, and "going" twice,He’s "going" and almost "gone."

But the Master comes and the foolish crowdNever can quite understandThe worth of a soul and the change that’s wroughtBy the touch of the Master’s hand.

Hello 2010! :-))

Someone say snap?

Awkward!

Hey, it's Christmas! :-))

FocusMedia Christmas Party '09

Meet Familia Zaragoza

after Birthday thoughts

Birthday thoughts

Re-loving an old hobby

My new project!

Green in the city

More La Photo

La Photo Cabine

FM goes to Advertising Congress

More of Vintage Gaga

Where have I been eating?

Soon is now, Pau!

Tara na sa Cagayan!

1+1= Spoof!

When it rains, it pours

A rare case

A reblog

ganang magdress si teh 3:49pmJena: baka next week malandi ako ulit ay oo angdelva 3:49pmLiana: haha true 3:49pm
Jena: laging walang

gana mag-dress at mag-tube 3:49pm
Liana: baka bibililang kape e magddress

pa si te haha 3:49pm
Jena: TAMA!hindi,
pupulot lang ng

alikabok, magdedress pa 3:50pm
Liana: hahaha kalokayun alikabok ... eto hihinga lang

magdedress pa !!!! hahahaha sana nakikita
niya tong mga chismis

natin sa kanya hahaha
Jena: oo dali dali!hahahha
HENCE, THIS

T’was battered and scarred, and the auctioneer
Thought it scarcely worth his while
To waste much time on the old violin,
But held it up with a smile.

"What am I bidden, good folks," he cried,
"Who’ll start the bidding for me?"
"A dollar, a dollar," then, two! Only two?
"Two dollars, and who’ll make it three?

"Three dollars, once; three dollars, twice;
Going for three . . . "But no,
From the room, far back, a grey haired man
Came forward and picked up the bow;

Then, wiping the dust from the old violin,
And tightening the loose strings,
He played a melody pure and sweet
As a caroling angel sings.

The music ceased, and the auctioneer,
With a voice that was quiet and low,
Said: "What am I bid for the old violin?"
And he held it up with the bow.

"A thousand dollars, and who’ll make it two?
Two thousand! And who’ll make it three?
Three thousand, once; three thousand, twice;
And going and gone," said he.

The people cheered, but some of them cried,
"We do not quite understand
What changed its worth?" Swift came the reply:
"The touch of a master’s hand."

And many a man with life out of tune,
And battered and scarred with sin,
Is auctioned cheap to the thoughtless crowd,
Much like the old violin.

A "mess of potage," a glass of wine;
A game, and he travels on.
He is "going" once, and "going" twice,
He’s "going" and almost "gone."

But the Master comes and the foolish crowd
Never can quite understand
The worth of a soul and the change that’s wrought
By the touch of the Master’s hand.